When you left, you took a part of me with you and I’m not quite sure how to get it back. I’ve finally moved on from you in my heart but you have conditioned my mind to such a point I am turning the most magical things into a type of dysfunction that could be your shadow. If there is such things as soul mates, which I believe there are, you need to free mine from the shackles you placed upon it so it can be free to find true love. You were nothing short of a disaster for my life and the best thing you ever did for me was leave. All I ask in return for the hell you gave me is freedom from you.
You were blue. You liked me cause I was red. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you.colors. (via se7enteenblack)
“you don’t look depressed though”
oh yeah sorry i forgot to bring my literal dark cloud with me today
I’m not sure when I became unlovable as a female. I’m aware of my sex appeal but why is it men won’t let at me in any other way anymore? Being objectified by the mall species has never effected me since I’ve been in relationships mostly but these past two years I’ve gotten the opposite. It’s nice to feel sexy or wanted but it isn’t so nice when that physical attraction is contradicted by emotional emptiness. I’m finding I’m just fine on my own, without negative male attention. But I want to know, what is it I’m doing that is making me have to be alone at all?