you never loved me and i think i always knew that. i could tell you didn’t when you touched me. you never feel a thing and you didn’t want me to feel either. i’m sorry but i’m not a robot. i’m desperately in love with you and your fear of this isn’t enough to stop the godawful hurt inside me that your love carries on it’s back. i wish it was.
i don’t even chase my liquor dude i’m certainly not gonna chase u
When it comes to Netflix lately I seem to always pick tv shows or short documentaries. Something that resolves majority of the conflicts in one short sitting is far more appealing to me than a long drawn out plot line. I think this is a real life metaphor.. The relationship I have been in is so long, drawn out, and suspenseful like a drama. There has been one too many pee breaks and intermissions making me frustrated with not knowing if there will be a happy ending. Since I’m so afraid of my relationship I keep everything else, including my entertainment of choice, short and sweet. Strange how one person can change everything.. even Netflix.